Losing My Way and Finding It Back

Losing our way, or mawala sa landas is often associated to people who have gone down the deep end. Usually, ang maririnig natin sa mga matatanda or other people eh, yung mga “nawala sa landas” are people who are 1. Drug Addcits, 2. Got pregnant out of wedlock or 3. Those who are into some weird thing in their lives that society frowns upon. But in truth, lahat tayo, one way or another has faced that moment in our lives. We have, at one point, asked the question, “ano bang…

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The Circle of Pain Ends with You

Disclaimer: my current relationship with my mom is currently better than it was before. I’m just sharing this as I looked back to the past. Whenever the talk falls on the topic about pain. There’s one person who my mind would immediately turn to, and that would be my mom. Hindi naging madali relationship namin. She was my first and worst critic. She would be the first one to shoot down any thing that I was doing that was not “profitable”. One incident in fact was when I had my…

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Who I am and My Identity

Disclaimer: This is the third time I am writing about my identity and where it belongs to and I believe that I continue on living in this world, and being connected with the Lord I will continue on finding more reason and means to write about it. If you’d like to backtrack as to my previous posts you can check them here (from h3sean) and here (from my tumblog) Gamer (video and tabletop), Anime fan just with a smidge of an otaku, sometimes movie nerd who has a flair of…

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Reflections in Geek Culture: Gaim Putting A Different Perspective on Anger

Writer’s Note: this post was taken from my personal blog. This post talk’s about a situation from the Kamen Rider Series: Gaim. I’ve been trying to get a rein in my anger/frustration since last night due to situations piling up that I had to explode in crying fits (thankfully) when I was already at home. The feeling of being ignored. The feeling of being the only one trying to understand everyone else but when it’s your turn no one tries to. The feeling where it’s just easier to hate people just because…

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Reflections in Geek Culture: My/Micchi’s Redemption

Writer’s Note: this post was taken from my personal blog. This post talk’s about a character from the Kamen Rider Series: Gaim. And this post was edited because I was writing poorly then and I edited things out because I hate myself that way. re·demp·tion noun \ri-ˈdem(p)-shən\ : the act of making something better or more acceptable My whole story the past week was about me trying hardest to move forward. I’ve been trying to move forward after I’ve done a very avoidable mistake. My world back then revolved around me trying my…

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